Growing up

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skunk da 20 going 21,
org kte pmpn bl grow up mkin snsitif n ati lmbut.
btul kot.
dlu time skola ati kering je.bkn type kina la nk nges2, mlalak2 especially dpn org.dpn bntang pn x..n bkn type kina gurlish2,pink2,flowers, tedy bear nk so on.

tapi..everything changed when i'm growing up.
jauh beza 'intan' dgn 'kina'
mcm lgit ngan bumi.tp xtau la spe lgit spe bumi.
tp both are 'angin' type.

n 'intan' da t'balik 360 drjah kpd 'kina'
y t'sgtlah gurlish,lmh lmbut n the best part is,
VULNERABLE..
when it comes about heart,feeling n luv,it turns 2
Tender..

n lg plek,blh pulak ske wane pink y dlu anti gle..
but still admire of black la.
n white.. nver change.
n dream of flowers..( ad ke org nk bg?n tau ke bunga pe y aku ske?n what clour?)
y ni brangan jela.dont mind.( yeke?)

n 1 more thing about growing up gurl.
org kte time 'mude' emo xbrp btul lg.blm pndai hndle mslah.time 2 la nk skit sgale bgai.xthn ujian.ckit2 cri tmpat ngadu la ap la.
then bl da besa bru la kuat m'hadapi uijan.sbb da lali.(knon la)
xnges2 sgt da.
but...
n once again, 'intan' turn 2 'kina' or turn 2 what, i dont know la.xfhm.
dlu ad mslah steady je
xde ngadu2 ke ap ke. maintain sorg2.lifestyle stil 'hu ha' hepi go lucky je.
konkrit vs kebal.agak la.
tp skrg t'balik.jd queen of tears lak.
n asal nges je dtg la head ache n the geng..
plus xckup tdo,ltih nges,mte bgkak, ala2 zombi gitu.
plus lg ngan xmkn,mule la nk pitam2.
maka,tdo jela..
( klu ad pnadol mau aku telan sekotak.bkn nk bnuh dri,nk cpt tdo je..
mklumla org tnsion2 kn xleh tdo )

n being 'kina', there's no more 'aku','ko',hang','gua','lu'



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